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HELLO PEEPS! |
silly me.. Sunday, April 5, 2009 | 0 Magic (s) I did someting silly AGAIN..!!! lol... i actually talk to galgal n boyboy.. which is my HAMSTERS..!!! hahahahazz.. i hold them in my hand n told them tis... "galgal n boyboy,ur papa dun wan u all liao.How?" hahazz.. den i put them back into e cage.. i'm so so so silly.. i look stupid when i image it myself.. dots.... mayb i felt so lost tats y i do tat? i dun nod.. wat ever..~ ha..
Yea,he's now my fren i'm happy tat he said obviously when i ask him.. for tat moment i felt so happy,i smile deep down from my heart.. finally he help me find back my smile.. but juz only for a moment,it's gone again...[so does it count tat he has find back my smile?] i felt so hurt again when i found tat i stil love him so much n now he's my fren... it just hurt me so much.. but i told myself i cant be selfish.. i must let him go cuz he wil be happier without me.. i cant make him stay juz to make myself happy.. i must tink for him.. i nod i'm stupid.. pls wake me up from my own world.. i kept hoping tat he wil start all over again wif me,although i nod its impossible.. loads of times i wanna nod wat is he tinking.. i really wanna nod,so tat i can nod wat is he tinking n do wat ever i can to help but it's impossible. cuz its impossible to have his pea brain wif me all e time..!! lolz... I must smile! it'll get better in time,i guess... even i dun tink so... hmmm.. nvm,anyway tat's all for now.. wil update again.. Ciiaosuu..!!~ |
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