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:( sad Wednesday, August 26, 2009 | 0 Magic (s) why Why WHY...???? why so many event happen at one time?? why at tis particular month? why one after another,continuously? e previous one is not yet settled e other problem come. WHY???!!! So frustrated,irritated,helpless,troubled. everyting juz clash so suddenly,didnt have a chance to prepare. it's so scary,so so so scary. didnt no wat to do.
Finally no more exam for e moment,ytd was the last UT but life wasnt alway so nice,so smooth. thing juz happen. pass few days was aready very troubled for me,couldnt slp well every nite. days n nite,my brain was occupied wif all those event tat happened. in e middle of e nite when house phone ring,i always get shocked up and e 1st ting tat come to my mind is wat happen again? hoping and wishin nth bad/serious happen. the fear was the 1st feelin and at times it overwhelm me. Tis few day was tryin to hang on wif everyting,tryin so hard to b brave. ther a few times wanted to cry but i tel myself "NO,i cant.i have to b strong,if not e family would collapse.", so i swallow back my tears tat was runnin in my eyes. tryin not to show my feelin when they r around me. haish...~ i feel so tired. i dun wanna live in fear. i dun lik tis kinda feelin. tears is all i see in everyone(family) eyes.. Once bitter,Twice shy. but wat if it happened twice,wat can i stil say? juz tired. so so so tired.  |
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