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HELLO PEEPS! |
realise T~T Thursday, December 17, 2009 | 0 Magic (s) I've realise i've fall too deep.... way too deep... that it hurt soooo much.... even i've not touch e ground. if i really drop i'm sure tat it would hurt a million more pain than this... hope tat i dun touch e ground now. i have not prepare for it. and didnt wan to. cuz not wanting to touch e ground so much. e fear,is ther.... but i know ther's no turning back. the worst is i've never tot of turning back. Wanted to cry so much. soooo soooo much,but i know i cant. i have to be strong in front of u. i can only cry when u r not around. cuz i dun wan u to feel bad,dun wan u to feel tat burden,dun wan u to feel harsh. i have to be independent,i have to bite my teeth together so hard til e tears tat is flowing in my eyes flows back in. didnt wanna leave but i no i have to. even i say no,knowing tat u'll find reasons and ask me go to. dun no wat has happened to me... suddenly i'm behaving like some baby,keep relyin on u,so much. felt tat i'm such a burden to u, a big and heavy one. didnt know wat to do,but to listen to wat u've said "juz follow the flow". it hurtin me so much...... so so so so so so so so so so much........... juz bcuz of I MISS YOU
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