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T~T Sunday, December 27, 2009 | 0 Magic (s) That little brain of mine.... cool? weird? special? suck? good? bad? wat ever~ it's juz ironic to me... When young... always wanted to grow up fast. so i could do wat ever shit i wan to.... When time passes......... I'm gettin older each and every years,months and days... I wanted to get back to the past,the time,when i wanna to grow fast. Bloody heaven reason: When young,couldnt do so many ting tat e others can. wanted to try tings tat others tired of doin. curious bout tings around. controls from the others hurts.(controling someone too much hurts cuz it'll makes them cant breath,feel very bad tat thy wil tink tat thy have no life. lol) When old,could do soooo much,til dun no wat to do then is e best for ownself. too many choice to choose from tat sometimes some choices mislead me to the wrong choices/path. tired of doin so many ting by myself,cuz after doin it once den u have to do it again and again and again and so on. simply bcuz, i've aready no how to do it. it's being rmb-ed/learned. havin too much freedom hurts.(cuz making e wrong choice have no turning back and makes me regret den when only can choose one between two means tat i'll miss the other goodness. it suck.) When young,dont no anyting. right and wrong stil not very clear. ther's stil chances for me to make mistake,cuz ppl wil forgive me. simply bcuz i dont no anyting den makin a wrong choice="a learnin process". When old,can differentiate wat is right and wrong. no too much. little chances to make mistake,cuz i no tat i shldnt do tat but i did it den it is mine fault den i'm not forgiven/mad at me/regrets. Summary: Old->know too much->do tings need to tink alot->use brain too much+a lot of tings need to tink about->stress->dun no wat to do/wat to choose->feel dam shit->cry->frustrating and irritating by ownselves->feel even more shity->cry even more. -.- it's someting lik a cycle. lol.. nvm. after all e shity stuff happens ther wil always b good stuff awaiting too. so lets look on e bright side of life. aww~ come on~ cheer up! :)  |
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