Today marks a special day. After a month of broke up this is the 1 time we dated. Although its unlike the 1st time we date, cuz he is the one that asked me out for movie but this time round its the opposite.

I still feel excited meeting him, just like every other times. Wanted to spend a little more time together but he is buzy with many other priorities.

Appreciate him giving me a movie time, what's more to ask for? Right? He send me home even when he is rushing to other place. A hug which i initially wanted to ask for. That shld be enough.

How is wish i hold him back and not let him leave. Behave a like a spoiled brat.

Satisfied for now even when we didnt talk much. Even when i dare not look at him. Shy? Not really... Hurt??? Not totally... Its a mix feeling...

Maybe they are right. Shldnt even be friend after broke up becuz i found myself still stuck onto him. If i dont let go, he can never be free. Maybe he just needs to be free from me. Im not the right one he is looking for.

Maze runner. Cineleisure. Theater 13. Couple seats. Level 9. 1.30pm slots. 14 october 2015

31/365
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