This year christmas and new year gonna be alone. :( no boyfriend no bestfriend.

The boy that i love didnt want me.

My bestfriend going korea with her boyfriend.. She will be spending her white christmas in korea. Playing with real snow. Coming back only after her bday. Tsk. Heartless. Hahahaa... Hope that she will bring some snow back for her pathetic bestie.

And i will be all alone this festive season. What to do. Life's like this.

Maybe i should have a getaway too, of cuz all alone. Who else im comfortable going overseas with. Family will be a little burden. Friends.. Nah.. I'll pass. But wher to? Feel like going sunway lagoon but have to go with ppl then fun cuz its a water theme park. feel like going to langkawi but am i adventurous enough?

Wanna explore japan, new zealand, holland etc but not in current state.

Plan to go next year taiwan with him and clique but now... I guess not able to already. Guess that I'll just invite my parents along and my girls. It'll just be like this year taiwan trip. A little different maybe, without me taking photo everyday to send it over to him to tell him how much i misses him. To tell him how much i wanted him to be there with me. To look for stuff to buy for him. To show him what interesting stuff i found or learn about. And i cant wonder about how much would he miss me. I cant wonder about what is he doing.

-candyshop is bitter-

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