Was talking to one of my curious colleague this evening. The topic was on her getting into university. Then we went on to me in my secondary school life. How long have i known audrey etc.

Out of curiosity she asked " eh, then how u get to know your ex-boyfriend?" - in RP 1st year 1st sem. "Then do you regret knowing him?" - nope. Never regret what you choose to do in life, thats why think before you do. Some time its just meant to be a lesson in your life, nothing to regret about. "Then have you get over him? Cuz its 6 years of relationship eh." - what kind of question is that? Haaahhaha i dont even know. :D

I really dont know if im already over him. All i know if he is happy i will be happy for him too. Just wanna know he is doing good. Knowing that i wont be the one he choose i could only let him go. Forcing wont bring happiness, no matter how much i love him. I could honestly say yes i so miss him but him being back to me i wont hold much hope. Afraid that i would only bring pain to him. I would rather let him free and bear the pain of missing someone on my own. It doesnt hurt as much as before now but i do yearn for the kind of love that only he could give.

Afterall I've learn many important lesson in every relationships. Its not a lost to me, i gain things that cant be brought or taught by words. Seeing things in another point of view.

Hopfully i will meet someone nice in the future.


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