What for being together when we dont even meet up? I always try to make time for you and i dont even spend time with my family. Dont you know u r that important to me? Why am i always at the back behaving lik ur shadow.

i'm just a girl that need her partner accompany, is that difficult? If you dont have time for me then why do you  wan to be with me? if you have many priority in life and i'm not one of them then why waste your time on me?

For someone lik me, who wish for accompany, i have already make a big step back. I plan my life according to your schedule but sometimes it just doesnt seem like you appreciate it. sometimes tell me you are free and all of a sudden tell me that last min have to go training, meet friends etc.
Last time i do get angry with it, but slowly i start getting use to it. I dont get angry anymore. a promise to meet is not a promise anymore. not trust worthy. words doesnt seems to have any meaning to it.

I dont get excited to see you, dont seem to miss you tat much. dont seems to yearn for your presence.

on average, 1 week meet up once. i dont get the feel of "you will always be there for me". i'm just someone you can live without.

anyway your family doesnt lik me, so its fine for you. you can always find some other girls that will be accepted by your family. i'm such a burden for you and your family.

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